Got up at 7:00 A.M. this morning. Hoping the sun will come out so I can plow the garden soon. I have to wait until it dries out some. It has rained for 2 days now and it is wet outside.

The world has gone crazy I am not sure how I feel about anything any more. Use to love life but now I am just ready for everything to come to and end. It has been a long time since I have felt like this. Now sure just what is wrong but I sure have gotten down. I guess maybe I need someone to need me for awhile.

I hope the doctors have found what is wrong with Jack so he can get better. Maybe when that happens I will feel better. He sure gets on to me about being depressed.