It has been such a long time since I put anything on here. I have been over run with funerals lately. There has been 4 in the past two weeks. First I lost my only living Aunt Elizebeth Lawson. so sad to see her go. She was the last of y Dads siblings. She was 91 years old and had done quite well for 90 years. Kinda like Dad. Then we lost Charles best friend in Pensacola, Bill Akins. He was only 87 but had had a great life and loved the Lord with all his heart. He loved to come up here and spend time with us. He loved to pick peas and watermelons. Was really sad to loose him. Then My Ex brother in law Alton Rogers. That one was not so bad. He was very ruff and mean some times. Now I have a very dear friend in the funeral home. She has been a friend for a long time her Name was Naomi Anderson. She was such a wonderful lady but she has been sick for a long time. I know she is much happier now. I hope this will be the end for awhile. I am so tired of going to funerals. Charles has had a fair winter and I hope it will continue to stay good. He has such a hard time some time trying to breath.

I enjoy doing my facebook thing and playing the zoo and farm game on there. That is what takes up a lot of my time. I have Megan coming back to stay with me in the afternoons and that makes my day go by faster. She is a good kid and such a pleasure to keep her.

Been having some really bad back pain. Not sure why. I am going to try going to the doctor in the morning. Michelle and Joseph got me a new bed hoping that would help but I don't think its going to. Probably need one of those expensive beds.

I know its been a long time since I wrote anything but I have been so busy with Charles being sick and all that kind of stuff. He is still not doing as well as I wish he could but I guess I will just have to take what I get. Hi has a really hard time getting enough air in his lungs. I wish everyone that smokes could see how much trouble he has and maybe they would quit. I feel so sorry for him some times. He wants to do things but just can't do it. He can't hardly take care of the chickens any more. That use to be his favorite thing to do. Now he rides out there with me and I have to do it.

Jenna had her baby last Saturday. It was a little girl her name is Hayden Raeanne Peoples. She weighed in at 5 pounds and 6.5 ounces. I don't know how long she was But I understand she had a head full of black hair like her Mother. I do hope that she will go on to school and make something of herself. She is such a good girl. Just make a big mistake. And maybe it was not a mistake just an error in judgement.

I hope that Jordyn has gotten better with her health problems. I wish they could find out what is wrong with her. I have been so worried about her. She is such a good girl and I am so afraid that something will happen to her. God forbid. I love her so much.

It has been a good Christmas and New Year but I have been so busy. Charles spent some time in the hospital and I got so far behind with all my work that I can not catch up. I finally got all the lap blankets done for the church. We finally got 16 made and I finished 12 at least. I did 7 of them all by myself. Had to hem all of them but one. Sister Coleman made the one and that is all she did. Sister Snyder made 1 and helped me with some of the other. Most of them I did by myself. But I enjoy doing them I am now excited to do baby quilts for all the grandchildren. I already have the 4 great grandchildren covered. It was fun to do them for Christmas. My sweet Audra taught me how to knit over the Christmas Holiday and I have made 3 hats for the great grandchildren I Love doing that. I have had everything to do here since Charles came home from the hospital. I want let him go outside. It has been so cold. We go up this morning with no hot water. It was all frozen. But I finally have that all thawed out so I can now get a bath.

I finished my ironing this morning so I am slowly catching things up. I wish I could remember all the things I wanted to put down but for some reason when I sit down here my mind goes blank. All I know is that I Love my Savior and am so pleased that I grew up knowing how much he loved me. That he died just so I could lived again and be with him if I but live a good life. I try every day to do better and I pray that I will always keep trying. I hope my children know just how very much I have always loved them. They have always been my life and still are. I worry so much about Jordyn and pray that they find what is going on with her. She is such a beautiful and sweet young Lady. Heavenly Father Please help me to understand and except thy will in all matters.